We are on the home stretch of the first trimester! With Austin I was never nauseous or anything but with this pregnancy I have had quite the case of nausea... I have had a loss of appetite too. I am so glad that I didn't have to go to work while feeling this way. There were days when it knocked me out until 3:00pm! I am starting to feel less nauseous and less tired which is a good thing!
We have already had 4 ultra sounds! We can see their hands and feet and their nose! Their heartbeats are great! At this point they are both 2 inches long! We want them to grow and develop at the same speed so that is great! They each have their own placenta which means they have their own blood supply! This is also good news because they won't be fighting over the nutrients and one won't be stealing from the other!
I have been trying to figure out what we will do for child care in the spring. I have a few leads and messages out so hopefully something great will come along! Although, I would love to figure out how I can stay home with my babies. It breaks my heart that I didn't get to with Austin and I would do anything to get to stay at home with these babies! I will be looking at the budget and am willing to make any cut needed! We have refinanced our house so the payment is lower. Our car will be paid off shortly after the twins are born. We have gotten rid of our Dish Network. As well as some other things here and there. I need my Jamberry Business to go a little deeper to make that be my full time income! Please pray that God will lead me in the direction HE wants me to go in and that He will open a door that leads to me to the place my heart longs for.... to stay home and raise my babies! As I type this my eyes are filled with tears because the thought of not getting to be the main caretaker and provider during the day and night breaks my heart. My heart aches to be a stay at home mommy. I need strength from God. I trust God and His plan. I pray that He will show me a way to make it work.
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